Storms ahead.

There are 

7,373,668,565 people in the world and before i was finished writing this sentence that number has grown.

The crazy part to me is that we find one person and they make the other 7.3 billion people fade away.

Life moves pretty fast, and before you know it you'll be looking back at it instead of squinting at it ahead of you.

I've began to learn that there is 

absolutely no reason to be angry.

I mean I gets sadness,

I understand it.

Sometimes I would like to be angry.

Sometimes I want to get mad.

But there is no point to it.

It accomplishes nothing

but the opposite of everything

you want. 

I've been given the opportunity to be a lot of things in my life. Somethings I've been I'm not exactly proud of, other things I know I was the best I could be. 

I've been betrayed by almost every single person I know, 

I can count on one hand the amount of people I know who haven't betrayed me, 

and on the other hand I can count the number of people I have betrayed. 

But i still lift up both my hands to pray. 

Every single one of us has betrayed someone at some point. At least I think so. 

and everyone has been betrayed by someone at some point. I think i know so.

and if I'm really real, its going to happen again. and again. and probably again. 

But the only thing we can do, is control ourselves. 

We have no right to control other people

they are going to do

what they are going to do.

I have my battles and you have yours.

I have gotten to the point in my life where i no longer 

care to be anything but myself and the best form of that

that i can be.

I don't know what the next step is, 

but i trust my father in heaven that i won't miss my mark

I don't know what i am supposed to be to anyone.

but i trust that my father in heaven will show me.

Out of all the people in the world for some reason the Lord showed me

you.

I don't have the remedy to your broken heart, and i don't have the answer.

and i don't have much money.

But i have faith

Wherever you are, 

whatever you do.

I will not be angry.

For the Lord himself,

stands beside me.

and i am calm.