Jaming

Monday, August 31, 2015

Full moon

I'm just a man who never deserved her love. 

Her love came rushing in like the wind 
Taking my clothes with it and leaving me naked 
Just as I was when I came into this world. 
I was born again in the wind she howled
 she blew me away and I think I found myself

With the whip of the wind I tried desperately to grab onto something, anything that was familiar but there was nothing for me to hold. 
So I let go

Letting go of all the things that once kept me stable is where I found balance

Letting go letting go

But what about tomorrow my storm clouds thunder
But what about yesterday my tear drops tap on the floor

Now
Today
Now
That is my answer. 

Void of life and dried up dreams. 
This moon begs me to look at it. Implores me with its open eye

Full and complete making me feel empty and alone. 

It has all it needs. making me feel as if I will never be as complete as he tonight. 

But what I must remember is that come two weeks he will be but a sliver. 

I'm the dead man walking when the moon is full. 

The full moon drains all my life and leaves me to my body.
Telling me To do with it what I wish. 
Laughing cynically at my torment that he illuminates so well

The moon looks at me
 or rather
 I look at it 
and I see it at its fullest
 and now I remember 

It is only but a reflection.