Whatever.

Sometimes I feel like I'm walking slowly smoking a cigarette while my mind is running laps.

I'm trying to teach myself to meet somewhere in the centre, and the centre being Christ  †

I've spent too much time playing tag with my thoughts, when I should just be swimming in my own lane.

I was born in Portland in the rain and I have always been a swimmer.. 
I don't know why I've been out of the water for so long..
 Like truly, it is so simple. 

Just dive in.

Whenever wherever you feel like an island amongst the vast blue ocean just start to swim... 

You see we adapt, 
we float, 
and then we swim.

°°But some people drown.°°
Well, Yeah i know..

But if you never dive than you'll never emerge.





Come to the river.
And I'm not crazy and am referencing some river in Africa..
≈≈≈≈ But just come to the living water. ≈≈≈≈
Because if you don't, you will dry.

Do not lose who you are trying to figure out a way to quench your thirst.. 
I know it, I know at least one of you is like me and you are tasting what the world fills your cup with and you realise that you want more. Not of what you're drinking but more than what you're drinking. 
I'm talking to you.

Come to the river
and
dive in.