Thinking out loud.

I find it weird the way we work.

One minute we're so happy and then the next we are hysteric.
I'm certain some people have already read this and felt a little proud thinking "well no not really." and it makes me smile because even they can be guilty of ambiguous mentality variations.

I go outside a lot.
I don't exercise as much as I should but I worked so hard in water-polo when I played in High School (plus God helps me out too) that I'm still in good shape.  I do really enjoy being outside and looking at things; I often wonder about the things I look at like their creation and creator. I get fascinated with our lack of knowledge, and laugh at our time to consume it. I don't believe a lot of what I hear but I hear a lot and listen.

The time spent while alive is ironically slim. At any moment you could die. Any.
I've noticed how people get really scared about death and so they stop listening. It's like you're talking from your heart about anything and then a black noise comes and they get so distracted by it that they forget to listen to you but rather just listen to whats going on in their own head.
I do it too,
sometimes. But I really try to starve the roar of an evil lion and feed the kind one. I think most people recognise at one point of their life' that there is a bombarding of negative thoughts being buzzed in the background of your head. People respond to this black noise in so many different ways but some people just listen to it. I don't get it anymore.

Like i really just am tired of the way that lucifer works. I believe in God and the devil. I capitalise the Father and never lucifer to symbolise that God is bigger.
I believe Jesus Christ, Yeshua is his Hebrew name. 
I worded that specific, I believe Jesus Christ. I believe what he said, what he stood for, and what he does. I believe him.

I believe he teaches how to make your dark noise into light. I think he won the battle of the mind, and defeated the predisposed universal limitations that we are raised into following.
I believe he spoke both literally and spiritually when he said we could move mountains with our faith.
I believe he believes in you and that he believes in me.

what i know is that looking at him has helped me to better myself as a human being, I think I'm pretty awesome and I'll be the first to say it. I've been fighting for a long time spiritually (or mentally if you want to take a Scientific stand against the word spiritually because of your connotations and beliefs.) and I've grown in wisdom. I'm not wise. lol. not at all. I'm just listening, life tells us all so many things. Life tells us about ourselves, the people closest to us, and the people who hold the most power.

I just want to remind you that you alone hold the power to Listen, I warn you that there is a fine line between listening and believing. Never let what you believe stop you from listening. Listen to the world because when you hear what they say, you will know exactly what to speak.